January 2010
37 posts
Back to hell
Urgh. Returning back to work like a bull again tomorrow. Gonna be in Team 3 with Fara! Hopefully everything goes well. 10 more bloody days to go! fighting!
My weekends were burnt by CNY shopping trips. But the time spent was not well rewarded. I only manage to get a pair of shoes. Beautiful pants can’t fit me in, beautiful tops refused to cooperate with my XL figure. FML.
My CNY mood is...
10 more left
Was too lazy to update last night. Weekends are always so lovely. :)
And I love my itouch alot. It’s like my soulmate. (Y)
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seriously can’t wait for this shit to be over and done with.
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i’m gonna be alone in team 2 tomorrow. perfect. _|_
13 bloody days more
i’m so drained. if someone were to use their finger to touch me, i’ll poof into powder. fucking attachment is that terrible.
14 days left
mr time, could you please pass faster? pretty, pretty please with chocolate icing and maple syrup on top.
It's monday tomorrow
I’m returning back to living hell tml. _|_
15 days more to go.
a break in between. but i’ll have to study the stupid drugs. attachment is depriving me from everything nice. As well as my precious time to study for my exams.
Everyday I come back drained and stressed. How the fuck am I going to focus and start studying early?
!@#$%^&^*!!!!!!!!!!!!!
16 days and counting down
I am very unsatisfied with my clinical performance. I feel like I’m a bad, useless, inefficient nurse.
“You should always have a staff with you whenever you are doing a skill”
always reminded, but seldom fulfilled.
sometimes i ask for the SN and EN so much that I feel like I’m a burden to the team. The patient look at me helpless and all I can do is to ask around for...
17 days left
i am a useless nurse.
18 days more.
time seriously have to pass faster.
As I grow older
I realise I need my parents more than ever. But I never knew how to express myself well, and always ended up losing my temper.
19 fucking days more to go.
i hate everything in this world for now.
20 days of living hell
after that, i’ll be happy again.
14310.) I want to major in (fashion) journalism.
blogsecret:
But all my life, I was told to get into the medical field or forever fail in life, according to my mom. I just want to make her proud; I’m her last hope. But I just don’t want to feel regretful all my life if I pick the wrong choice.
you are not alone. i’m in a similar situation, only that i wasn’t being forced into ibut i too wanted to make parents proud which is why...
FML
i feel like breaking down and cry.
14235.) I wish i wasn't scared to go pursue my...
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I totally understand how you feel. But you know what, sometimes life is not all about dreams and what we want, life rarely goes the way we want it to be. Whatever you’re doing now, do it well and excel, at least at the end of the day, you’ll earn a satisfied sense of achievement, it might not be as great as what your dream would bring, but still, it’s an awesome...
Diet is one of life's hardest challenges
if not for cny, for the promise i made when i get sponsored, for my bloody uniforms, i’ll be munching away happily now!
this is bad, i’ve lost all the motivation in this world to keep on the diet plan. i’m a whooping 73kg gorilla now. laugh all you want about it, because i can’t feel a single thing.
my dinner was just a pathetic pack of oats instant porridge and a cup of...
it’s monday again tomorrow! urgh! why must weekends fly past so damn fast! T_T
anyway, went to celebrate ame and may’s bday ytd at MFM (manhattan fish market) food was awesome! but service wasn’t worth mentioning. shall update the pics when i get them.
till here for now. I’ve got 2 doggone presentations tml! argh.
fuckyeahhlove:
Jacob: i know the real you amelia, even when you tell me how much of an asshole i am i know how much you love me and thats what keeps me from saying fuck you too because every 30 min facebook argument with you is worth it because in the end were fighting for eachother and thats why were so perfect together.
Amelia: Oh my god. I love you. submitted anonymously.
HAHA! My dearest...
“Hey, girls, you’re beautiful. Don’t look at those stupid magazines with...”
– Gerard Way (I really needed this quote.) (via danisays)(via badkids) (via followandreblog) (via tappingroulette) (via pttssscch)
HEY LIYANA! YOU’RE BEAUTIFUL! TAN YOU TOO!
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haha! aww mas, kau pun chantik! :)
Itch attack
I swear I tot I was going to die just now. I had this sudden unknown episode of rashes nearing the end of our group meeting. It’s something akin to what happens when you eat food that you are allergic to. dammit, the rashes started to spread through out my whole body on the way home from yck to tamp. _|_ I was panicking, worried that it’s anaphylactic shock -.- i know its ridiculous,...
blues
:D~~
ah! first day back in sch, a waste of time. But RM presentation was a success! :) LOL. And I checked my bio results, got an A. WHOO HOO!
my great plan of skipping sch to rest at home before meeting wifeys for din tomorrow is crashed. Why? Because I’ve got 1 bloody stats blog to rush and 3 more projects to touch up on. Great! but w/e it is, i’m definitely giving the open house...
It's 2010.
This may come a little too late but still, HAPPY NEW YEAR! :)
I had my fair share of HAPPY new year during the countdown. But as soon as I hit home, I could sense the school blues penetrating every single cell of my body already!
It’s the last day of hols tomorrow, and I have to go down to yishun for group meeting. _|_ Why do the presentation have to be on the first day of school? FNYP. I...